Urgh.

For real, I can't hide my feeling. I know it seems like I'm a stupid person for admit that I like you. What I have to do now is just let it be. What makes me feel so angry right now is I can't accept what comes to me. I know I can face this. But this problem seems so big for me to solve. Sometimes I feel want to punch in your face. I want to beat you until I am satisfied. I want to see you suffer. I want to stay away from you. I want to block your Fb account. (I'm pretty good in blocking other Fb account :)) I don't have any intention for doing these things. But, sometimes I want to be with you. I always waiting for you to turn on your Fb chat's box. I want to see a text from you. I know we got a lot of differences. It is not a gap or barrier for me. If you can't accept me, it's fine. But why can't I be your friend? Why can't I keep in touch with you? It's just like I meet a stranger that has a nice profile. I know my mistakes. I just want too many things. But it depends on you. I don't want to put the burden on you. I know you don't have any feeling towards me. I know it. I know we can't get along. I know I can't make you ROFL. I know I'm a lazy boy who loves to sleep all the time and have a weak self-motivation. I know I don't have anything to entertain you. I know I'm a person that have nothing special on your eyes. We were close in the back time. It just a short period and I feel it was a great moment for me. And now, it vanished. Great for you. I hate when you ignore me. This makes me feel want to torture you. I think I need a time to forget you. I'll seek another one. What you can conclude from here is I'm a jerk. Agree? :D

My Bro

=.= Everyone is about to leave. They talk about it. Everyday. I know I am Sarawakian but it doesn't mean I don't miss my home. I miss my brother who always annoy me when he wakes up every morning and makes a LOT OF ANNOYING SONG THAT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE FARTING IT MEANS.I will see him soon.Oh boy, I can't be patient waiting for your FARTING UPSR result.Let me laugh at you when you don't get FARTING 6As.Hey,I love my brother.It's good to have him around although I blocked his Facebook account.:D

Don't stop being yourself,brother.

When.

When I got bored,

When you didn't reply my text,

When I didn't have anything to do,

When I felt something will come,

When my hand hold the pencil,

When the paper was lying in front of me,

When my imagination came through,

When my hand moved around.

OH YEAH!

Oh boy,here it comes. Come to papa. Woohoo! >:D Oreo time!

I'm A Broken Bone

It's okay. No need for you to beg apologize from me. I know it will come. I'm ready for any changes. I've faced it many times before. Just that, my imagination will never comes true. I've imagined that I will have a good time with you before you go far away. I don't expect that this will come so fast. But, I have to take it. It's reality. Not my world. Dream is my world. Maybe there is another good thing for me. I don't have any regret or sad feelings. I just disappointed. Why we can't be friends? Is this the way friends end their story? Hurm. I wonder what do you feel right now. Anyway, it's okay. I'm just like a broken bone. Once broken, get stronger than before. :D

I'm a superbone! Yeah! \(^.^)/

9/10/11

Nothing special on this day. In 12 a.m. I slept early. I got a dream. I dreamed my block has won another game. I woke up in 11.30 a.m.. In the afternoon, KK2 does not has any dishes. I have to eat rendang with rice. I think it's just a calm day for me. The only special thing for today is when I call her. Thank you for answering my call. It makes me happy. :D

I'm sleeping.Please do not disturb.

It Comes Again!

Well, after a long time, my room is filled with joy. Looking at Amir, Ting Tong and Puye watching Adib playing his game makes me feel that they are biological brothers. I know it just for a few day but it makes me feel happy. Recently, Ting Tong, Yek, Puye, Amir, Iman and Ustaz come to this room. I love when they come. Watching Family Guys and play Call Of Duty together are enough to make me get a good sleep. In conclusion, my room now has been refilled with laugh and joy. Thanks, Allah. :)